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A New Beginning 

Greetings beloved light family,

It's been a while now since I last updated this blog but so much has happened it has prompted me to start sharing again. Last year, I managed to bring certain areas of my life together in a more meaningful and coherent way than I had done previously and this is essentially what has brought me back to my blog. In terms of the bigger picture, everything we do is in fact contributing to our personal growth and development, no matter how unrelated or fragmented it may seem. Conventional stereotyping would often have us trying to conform to a 2d cardboard cut-out which lacks both breadth and depth. The fact is, life is far more mysterious than we care to admit and we often have an urge to conform, so that we may feel a little less alien and uncomfortable. But then we find we have put ourselves into a little box and the comfort we were seeking tends to be very short lived, as we find ourselves suffocating in the straitjacket we inadvertently strapped ourselves into. We need to grow, not contract and one way to do this is to seek to bring together all the things that we feel are important and that we truly value. In this way we are separating the wheat from the chaff and honing in to what really matters. The things that can really bring us something enduring and worthwhile.

 
One of the best ways that I've found, that is so helpful in this respect, is to look at the things that we love to do. This simple exercise will give us all the clues we need to finding our own personal path. A way out of the maze that can at times be so confusing and it really is as simple as that. The things that we love to do are the doorway to our unique gifts and it is these that hold the promise of our individual unfoldment. Once we start tapping into them in a more conscious way, they will blossom and grow, as will we. Finding our own true path has got to be the most rewarding thing we can ever do! It is simply beyond parallel. It is the Holy Grail and with it comes the offer of a sense of fulfillment that cannot be surpassed. The feeling of being connected and guided by our own Higher Self becomes a reality and is no longer just a dream of something that might happen in the future.

So this is an account of my own personal ascension journey. The areas I have recently managed to integrate in a more coherent way is my love of creativity, in the form of 3-Dimensional Art, which I'm now using to illustrate the concepts I'm presenting. In my original post, a few years ago, I did use my photos to break up the text but they were not really related as such to what I was saying. So it's another way of sharing in a slightly different format, which may appeal to some more than others, which of course is always the case with everything. Often the more ways we have to approach a subject the better, for it can afford us a more rounded view of what can be a complex and confusing area. The approach I most favour is along the lines of “the simplest things are often the most profound” and this is the basis for many of the ideas I seek to share. If this resonates then that's all well and good but also if it doesn't that's fine as well, because we're all different and we each have to find our own unique path. We may travel for a time together but we're all free to choose another direction at every step. It's always vital to remember that our individual sovereignty is paramount, which I believe needs to be acknowledged and upheld by those who would seek the light.

This first offering then is entitled “A New Beginning” and it emphasises the importance of commitment. In the accompanying narrative, the character has decided after much deliberation to dedicate her life to the path of enlightenment. That is, to seek to unravel the mysteries she feels are hidden within and to expand her consciousness and realise her higher potential. These she feels are possibilities but she has to find a way to move forward with this initiative. Up until this point she has been accumulating knowledge about her options but none of these have been actualised and increasingly her everyday life has been feeling more and more trivial with its everyday concerns of the mundane. This brings her to a crossroads, a parting of the ways and it all hangs on one thing which is “commitment”. It is the point where she thinks “I've had enough of this merry-go-round and I want off and to really be free I'm prepared to commit myself 100% if that's what it takes.” No more is “ascension and enlightenment” just one of many interests pursued during periods of leisure. Now it starts to become the driving force underlying everything she does. She is ready to commit and when she does so with all her heart, her life instantly changes and she is on a new timeline.

Her life now has a different outcome and she will rapidly grow into the person she was always meant to be. She will realise her higher destiny and all because she was prepared to make a commitment and take back responsibility for her life. We are all free to make our choice when we feel the time is right. We are free to take the long and winding road, the scenic route, but there comes a time when we start to feel we've seen it all before! The importance of this point cannot be overestimated, for it is a game-changer and then it's just a single step and the step is commitment. Once we take that step we never look back, for our landscape changes beyond all recognition. We'll find ourselves in a new world with breathtaking vistas because all our values have changed. But it won't be without struggle along the way, for at some point we will have to confront our greatest fears and our deepest insecurities. Everything will need to be laid bare and brought into the light, but even if we decide to avoid all this by staying in the shadows, our life will only get harder and more unbearable. Eventually there comes the point where we think, enough is enough, things have got so bad I'm willing to do whatever it takes and at that point we're ready for A New Beginning.

So there we are my friends. We've all been there, or will be, because life has a way of putting us exactly where we need to be to have the choices that can set us free. And because we are all so intimately connected we need to help one another as much as possible in as many ways as we can. Our diversity is our strength and it is when we recognise our unity that we will be on the threshold of resolving all the problems we face.

With infinite love and blessings to you all,

Mark

A New Beginning

She was brought to the temple by her family so that she could learn the old ways. She had decided to devote herself to serve in this way of her own volition. Without her consent it would be meaningless but given freely it could open up unlimited possibilities. Her family was wealthy and she wanted for nothing but now she would learn how to serve and in so doing the wisdom they guarded would gradually be revealed to her.

Those who possessed the keys to the hidden knowledge would be her mentors. This was the entrance, the gateway to the worlds of the unknown. But first she would have to prove herself worthy and free of the darkness that had consumed so many. The dark was the foe that awaited the unwary always moving with stealth, never revealing its true nature until it was too late. She would have much to learn but this was the path she had chosen.

A Healing Journey 

Greetings beloved light family,

Recently I went to a spiritual healer\psychic surgeon, who happens to hold a clinic, not too far from where I live. My partner actually found the link on the Internet, although it was a medical intuitive she was looking for, not a psychic surgeon. The person in question however, Ray Brown is said to be one one the most renowned spiritual healers\psychic surgeons in the UK. As one of his clinics is close by, it seemed like a good idea to give it a try.

In all honesty, I don't think my health is a big issue, but there were others to consider as well, which prompted our approach to Ray Brown. My health issue concerns my lungs and fatigue. The former stems from having smoked for most of my life and then contracting TB in 1999. Also, on two occasions, I have experienced Spontaneous Pneumothorax, which is when a compartment of the lung collapses without warning. It's a genetic disorder, which tends to affect tall slim people and even athletes. Both occurrences led to a spell in hospital. At some point I was told I had emphysema. These issues are not that serious and I manage to walk several miles each week across country. However, I do get short of breath on some of the hills which are abundant in these parts. But it's not a big deal. On the other hand, the though of having a Spontaneous Pneumothorax while out on a remote walk is a bit scary, but the risks of that happening are I feel fairly remote.

My fatigue is a lot more mysterious and I don't really understand what's going on, although it may become clearer as this account progresses. It's compounded by the fact that I know about ascension symptoms and tiredness, being one of the most common symptoms, along with difficulties sleeping and waking in the night etc. Back in 2006 I started recording certain personal information on a regular basis. This supplemented my journal and the purpose was to try to gain a more objective overview of what was happening in my life. Once I started, it became a habit and so I have a very detailed record of quite a lot of information, some very objective, like how long I was in bed for, and other information that is less objective, such as the quality of sleep. However, to be clear, we are talking time in bed and not sleep. I would take hours to go to sleep and wake up frequently. But I found that if I stayed there, I seemed to get the rest I needed, whereas if I got up for any length of time, the following day would be totally wrecked. So what I learned here was, stay in bed at all costs, even when you can't sleep, as the body still gets the rest it needs! I know for some people this is near impossible but it does make for less of a “hangover” the following day!

Ascension Symptoms and Sleep

A year ago I setup some good quality speakers up in my bedroom, and started listening to telesummits from the U.S. and sometimes music as well. Telesummits seem to be very popular in the U.S and there are scores of hosts and channels to choose from. The ones I listen to feature new age inspirational speakers and the talks generally last from one to two hours. They are all free and many of the guests are famous and renowned in their own fields. Having speakers either side of the bed means you don't need to wear earphones or headphones, which can be very uncomfortable if you turn on you side. Also, I listen to activations and guided meditations. These can be very effective at triggering sleep, especially when they are repetitive.

Some people advice playing recordings at night as a way to reprogram the sub-conscious! Wipe it all clean and replace it with something more positive! That's the theory anyway. In practice I think it's a bit more difficult! Even with all this, I would still be awake several hours most nights. It's just that all the talks and things, made the long hours in bed, less boring and more productive. I must have listened to hundreds, if not thousands of talks now on the subject of spirituality and ascension over the last few years. You just need the time and there's no question, it really does expand your horizons in so many ways. There has never been a time before, when so much high quality information has been available. In this sense you can see how the Internet is the light of the world, bringing illumination to all who choose to participate.

But back to the data! To present this as succinctly as possible in 2006 I was on less than 8 hours a night and in 2016 its gone beyond 12 and even reaching 14 hours. We're talking averages here, so there were times when I passed 14 hours, but this also includes time lying down to rest during the day. Its been increasing steady since 2006, but it really peaked in 2015 and 2016. There is a correlation with my dedication to ascension and for the past two years it has been my primary goal. Although I would say I have been on the path for a very long time, it has always take second, or even third place, to other activities.

It's even possible that the amount of rest I have been able to take has benefited me and certainly as far as my spiritual progress is concerned, I would say unequivocally, I have never felt so connected to Spirit and my Higher Self, than I do now. Also, an advanced, ascended way-shower, who I follow closely, went through a period, where she also needed huge amounts of sleep, to clear and upgrade. So I wasn't too alarmed, although when your up time is down to 10 hours it cam make for awfully short days, that just fly by!

 

Paul of Tarsus

So the effort of the last few years has been unparalleled in my life, which again makes it difficult to say what's really going on. Some way-showers say a massive increase in the amount of sleep is necessary to enable the body to upgrade from carbon based DNA to crystaline DNA! Then there's the vibrational increase in frequency which has been increasing steadily for decades. So if you're into ascension it's a minefield to figure out what's happening. If you're not into ascension then going to the doctor and getting put on medication would be an option, as I'm sure millions do. No, for me everything has a reason and a higher purpose, even if my left brain can't make sense of it! Being older I can accept that my body has a lot more work to do. A whole lot more clearing and upgrading just to keep pace with things. So I am prepared to go the extra mile!

Then there's the whole question about the amount of light one is assimilating. The more you do, the more density you are going to dislodge, which in turn has to be released. At times you can expect that the going is going to get tough, and compared to many, my journey has to date, been relatively gentle. I have my ups and downs, but I know that there can't be many on this planet who aren't struggling in some way or other with there own issues. Earth is a juggernaut of an experience. Its a roller-coaster of a ride, and one that souls are queuing up from here to eternity to get in on. And who wouldn't! It's a ride we'll always remember and cherish more that we can possibly imagine!

But I'm getting way off track here! We went to see Ray Brown. He's an imposing man, tall and well built, but it wasn't Ray Brown, just his body! Having read his biography, prior to the appointment, I was somewhat prepared for what was to come. Ray Brown allows his body to be used by another being, Saul of Tarsus, who is one and the same as Saul from the Bible, otherwise know as St. Paul. The means by which this occurs is described in great detail in his book “A Mere Grain of Sand”. As far as I know it's a fairly unique phenomena. Paul completely takes over Ray's body even to the extent that Ray's astral cord is detached. This allows Paul the maximum amount of control over the body. A trance state is required to make the initial switch, but once that has occurred, Ray has gone and Paul is present. Ray, the book informs us, is escorted by the spirit of a departed native Indian to a region somewhere in the spirit world.

In all my many years on the path I have not come across a phenomena quite like this and I highly recommend Ray's book, as it throws additional light on the interface between this and the spirit world. More of this later however.

 

Healing

Paul's manner was gentle and kind. Like the title of his book, you immediately detect that there is a real air of humility about him. There was no question in my mind that I was in the presence of Paul of Tarsus. This was further confirmed, once I was lying on his massage table, with his hand on my abdomen, around my Sacral Centre!. The sensation was very powerful, almost like someone was gripping my intestines and energising them. Treatments with Paul tend to be very fast. His book also details how he works with teams of doctors, on the spirit side, who carry out his instructions. His speciality is backs, but he can work with most conditions, that traditional medicine is less successful with. There are exceptions and one of these is Motor Neurone, which is mentioned on his website.

The energy healing was followed by advice which was to radically change my daily routines with a formula of 7-8-9 as Paul put it. 7 hours activity, 8 hours in bed and 9 hours rest each day! This took me a bit by surprise and at first, for some bizarre reason, I could not understand what he was saying. Neither could my partner, who was with me at the time. This is weird because it seems so simple in retrospect, but it was only later, that his advice fully sank in. Perhaps I was in a state of shock, or more likely resistance, but then I have a strong rational left brain, that initially resists everything as a matter of course. Since overcoming the resistance I have fully implemented everything Paul suggested and my life has started to turn around. Why I couldn't have done this myself I really don't know, but I couldn't. It took someone else to tell me and then I did it! Obviously all this is part of my journey. It's something I needed to learn.

That night I went to bed at 10pm. instead of 7pm, as I was accustomed to doing for some time. I set the clock for 6am and duly got up at that time. That first night I slept very poorly, which is not unusual, and was awake around 5:30, when I felt a searing heat in my Crown Chakra. In the past I have on occasion experienced sensations here, as though something on the Spirit side was working on my Crown Chakra. But never with this intensity. This was a new experience of an altogether different order of magnitude. It also helped to motivate my efforts even further. In my mind there was no question I was getting help from 'above'.

So I got up at 6 am, hardly having slept and felt really awful quite quickly. But then I remember about the resting, so I lay down as soon as I had washed and dressed and that helped enormously. Day one however was pretty hard going. I felt tired and fatigued and in fact at times it felt like I was going through withdrawal, if that's possible! Sleep deprivation! I kept lying down, sometimes a few hours at a time and sometimes less. It would get so boring though. So I tried listening to talks (telesummits from the US) and music as well, but even so, it all felt a bit of an ordeal! That was day one! I was however, still determined to persevere with Paul's advice. A part of me knew that a shift had taken place and I was on the road to getting my life back.

 

The Biology of Belief

Day two brought something of a revelation. The telesummit I happened to have lined up “by chance” was Bruce Lipton's “The Biology of Belief”. Well, it just blew me away! He seemed to be talking directly to me about what I had been doing for the last several years! Programming my sub-conscious! The topic is huge and so profound and it's implications are enormous. And it seemed that I had to unwittingly subject myself to a form of self programming, or entrainment to fully appreciate what I was dealing with here. What other programs have I got running? A point he made that really got my attention, was that up until the age of seven, we accept everything without question as truth, out truth, and it goes straight in, deep! How scary is that! Well, in my case it is. If you feel you had perfect parenting, then maybe you're okay with those deeply embedded programs, but on the other hand, if you were subject to any kind of abuse, then there are implications and I mean really big implications. What's more, I think there are very few of us, who can claim we had a perfect upbringing, so that we naturally thrive!

The other thing here is that I don't think anything happens by chance, and this really felt orchestrated in a big way. Actually, I feel every day is, every little thing, no matter how seemingly insignificant is meaningful, if you can see it, yet for the most part, it all just passes us by. The Shamans understand the meaning of signs, and I also am endeavoring to read these, but this was a 4x4 wake-up call!

So who runs the show, the conscious or the sub-conscious mind. Well, according to Bruce Lipton, the unconscious about 90% of the time. Just reflecting on this alone can change your life. The subconscious mind is everything you do without thinking and that's the big giveaway. The habits, patterns and automatic responses. They're all programs running in the background and for the most part, unnoticed and unchecked! It's your autopilot system. Ingrained beliefs, most often inherited from others, without your conscious knowledge. Sometimes we don't even think of our beliefs as “beliefs”! We think they're facts, which means we think there's nothing to question! This is the deep sleep phase, and I still struggle with the wider implications, of creating your own reality, just by changing the thoughts and feelings you hold within. The world is the way you think it is and that's why! There are so many ways in which this is said but how far does it sink in! For me, not very far, but for sure I'm working on it now!

 

Rewriting Your Programs

Changing or overwriting what's in the sub-conscious, is not an easy task, because it's ingrained, whereas by contrast, what's held in the conscious mind, is so easily lost. Trying to get information to sink in can be a real struggle. Time and time again, I have listened to an inspirational speaker for close on two hours, and at the end would struggle to tell anything much of what was said! A few days later and it's completely gone, or at least that's how it appears! This is why people write themselves post it notes and plaster them over the walls. We get insights and revelations and we think we've made some significant breakthrough, when in reality, a day or two passes and we're at a loss to remember what it was.

The reality is, that to bring about a real change requires a considerable effort over a sustained period of time. Thoughts on their own will achieve nothing, although the “mind” would have you think otherwise. A little observation here reveals the truth which is that it struggles at times, with carrying out the simplest of tasks! For the most part the mind is extremely unreliable, but acknowledging this means strategies can be employed to overcome the liabilities.

Overcoming addiction of any kind is a good example of the conscious logical mind trying to overcome the sub-conscious pattern, or behavior. The latter often have strong feelings attached and when they rear up, rationality just goes out the window. Thought on its own is very insubstantial and transient, compared to ingrained feelings and emotions. And it is the latter which tend to control us, even when they are predominately negative and self-sabotaging in nature. But becoming aware of this makes all the difference in the world. Then there is the possibility for choice when before there was none. Having a choice means you can choose not to be a victim to life any longer.

Another approach to this is to look at how situations are being described. The words that are used and the context within which they are presented. It cannot to overstated how important words are. Words are like bricks. That's how real they are at the mental level. When we use the same words over and over we are effectively programming ourselves, which is what I did for years with the simple idea that I'm not getting enough sleep. We just need to be so careful about what we tell ourselves habitually. Things we tend not to question are the very things that could change our lives. The irony here is we are free to believe what we want! But only when we wake up to this fact. Then it becomes a conscious choice, rather than being a victim of whatever it was that was creating the undesirable outcome. This can be a first step towards getting you life back. A life that is so precious and full of potential that it's imperative to make the most of such a special gift.

Playing With Beliefs

On a lighter note, beliefs could be looked at as toys! Something you can play with for a while and then discard when you outgrow it! Just seeing beliefs in this way can be liberating! For example I've had this belief for a while now, that I'm a fearful person. I reinforced this with stories of abuse as a child, which are true, but that's besides the point. All I'm doing is making myself into a victim. And so here we have all the ingredients to make it appear a fact and not a belief. So then it gets entrenched. But if we open up to the idea that any belief or “fact” can be challenged, then we are moving to a new paradigm. But it's never really the facts that are the issue, but the way they are viewed. It's what you believe about the facts and not the facts themselves. As they say, nothing really has any meaning at all, except that which you attribute to it. Sounds simple, but the implications are huge! These really are life changing ideas, which is why I am so keen to share them. And as I write this it's changing my life also.

In many situations where I was experiencing fear I am now experiencing excitement. The feeling's exactly the same, it's just my perception, my interpretation of it that's changed and that makes me feel a whole lot better. My self image has become more positive and the seemingly endless reservoir of stored fear feels like it is finally beginning to shift. This is no small accomplishment, as I have been actively surrendering these feelings for years, seemingly with little sign of progress!

So how many other beliefs are there which can just be turned around? For some reason we seen to settle for many “less than” or “lack” situations in our lives, without questioning why we do this. Is it just habitual? In most cases I rather think it is. So now the whole box of beliefs can be turned upside down and spilled out, onto the floor, so we can clearly see what's in there. Try taking one or two and reversing them, just to see what it feels like! You might be surprised, like me, and then wonder why on earth you didn't do this before!

Let's delve into this a bit further and look at some examples. We all have situations where we feel uncomfortable, which then tend to build up a repetitive negative reaction. Say for example, there's a neighbour, or a work colleague, you dread bumping into. Just the though of them produces a negative gut response. This feeling is then stored in the body and stays there until such time as it is triggered. Even if you don't see them again, you may may think the feeling has gone away but it hasn't, it's lying there in a dormant state, like cobwebs under the stairs. Another trigger will be required, a similar situation, or a memory, but at some point it will have to come up to be released. So dealing with it as early as possible, will be the most effective way to cancel it out, and reversing the belief can do that instantly. However, and this is imperative, if the belief is deeply embedded it will keep re-emerging like a jack-in-the-box. Maybe in a few days, or a week, but it will be weakening all the time. For really ingrained patterns, three weeks is a good rule of thumb. After this you really are beginning to erase the sub-conscious. That's how long it takes with smoking and why so many give up before they have really broken the habit. The consistency to follow through has to be there.

Changing Your Reality

The techniques previously discussed can also be used to change your reality. Consistency however, over a sustained period of time is essential, otherwise things just revert to how they were. That's what makes it so challenging. On the face of it the sub-conscious is far more powerful than the conscious mind. But ironically, the only thing it's really got going for it is constancy and repetition. It's just like a hard disk running the same set of programs over and over. But it's core strength, consistency, is exactly what's missing from the conscious mind. That's why they are designed to work together in unison, and why we have two minds and not one. They're opposite and complimentary. The sub-conscious mind is unable to think, or make decisions of any kind. It's just a memory storage unit and retrieval system. It makes associations and it cross references it's data for fast retrieval, but it completely lacks the means to analyse or evaluate.

Another approach to recording new information into the sub-conscious is the use of mantras. Again however, it is necessary to maintain this practice for a substantive period of time. Anything less and the mantras will be no more powerful or effective than ordinary thoughts and will fade away as soon as attention is placed elsewhere. All of this highlights the importance of intention and the will to carry through. There must be a strong “will” to change. Without it, the necessary staying power will be absent and things will just drop back to the old ways. Lasting change relating to the sub-conscious requires commitment over time, but the use of the techniques discussed here, can bring immediate relief to many situations, where we may be subjecting to unnecessary conflict and discomfort.

Possibly one of the most consistent features of the mind is its propensity for resistance. I notice this again and again and it never seems to let up. It seems to be an immediate reaction and there have been so many occasions that I almost followed it and then didn't for some reason and felt very rewarded for not doing so. This knee jerk reaction is a huge liability, because in following it you may never know what you missed. I suspect that often the impulses that are resisted are from the Higher Self or Guides and the mind\ego knows this and at some level resents the interference. From experience it's easy to override, but one needs to be constantly on guard, or valuable opportunities may be lost.

So for me, the visit to Paul was not a quick fix. It's gradual process of adjustment and realignment and some days are better that others, but overall I feel so grateful. I'm getting my life back and as I do, I recognise layers of meaning unfolding for me. It's never just one thing. It's always multifaceted like a kaleidoscope of mirrors, with everything a reflection of something else. The idea of my blog had been floating around for a long time, but not really going anywhere. Just kind of round and round stuck in a groove. Now it feels like it's all coming together, the flow and the release and the means to turn my fear, into excitement. A second strategy with fear is to embrace it as your friend and not your enemy, the reversal process, depending on the circumstance. 

Revelations from the Other Side

Only a very short time was spent in Paul's presence but I did read his book “A Mere Grain of Sand” form cover to cover. The accounts are I found, truly amazing and have even been documented on television in the UK. His devotion to serving humanity is humbling and beyond anything we can conceive from the standpoint of a single incarnation here on earth. He spent over 300 years just developing his medical knowledge and techniques alone. Even the fact he had to do this was a revelation to me, because I assumed that somehow, all knowledge would be easily available on the other side. But that isn't the case. You have to learn just as you do here. It seems the only difference is you don't have the breaks in continuity, the transition back and forth between different lives.

Even the idea of being more ethereal is called into question, as it is revealed in his book, that he has developed his own surgical instruments, to enable him to better perform certain procedures! But then he goes far beyond what ordinary energy healers, or medical surgeons, are able to achieve on this side of the veil. To my knowledge, he is fairly unique, and he continues to train teams of practitioners on the spirit side. It seems these were medical professionals before they transitioned.

So for many who have a calling, a strong passion, or area of interest, which can include hobbies of all kinds, you can just keep right on with it, no matter which side of the veil you happen to be on. For some reason, I had not expected to find this level of continuity, yet in some ways it seems only natural. Yet there is cause for reflection as well. So don't lose interest because you think time is running out! You actually have all the time in the world. Even more than all the time in the world because you;re eternal. You can just carry on with whatever it is you're interested in, minus the inconvenience of a physical body! The potential for diversity is literally unlimited in every possible way. Just dip in to some of the Convoluted Universe series of books by Dolores Cannon, if you want to get an idea of how truly diverse this Universe can be. What's for certain is that you cannot conceive of anything, that has not already been realised at some level. Our imaginations are no match for the breath and depth of what's out there, so we will always be evolving into greater and greater realms of existence. But again I'm digressing! 

Cycles of Incarnation

Another area of surprise for me was that Paul does not recommend that people return to earth for further incarnations! Now, I assumed it was a given, that we have to come back, especially if we have taken on karma, or lessons and need to work these through. But it seems it is definitely not the case. It would seem the big draw is time, which also very clearly exits on the other side, but when you are immortal, and you know you are, time will be viewed very differently. Even so, there appears to be factors at work that compel souls to want to incarnate, back on earth again and again. Paul also expressed the view that if we do this, we are taking up bodies which are in very great demand. It is said there are huge numbers of souls just waiting for an opportunity to incarnate here. Which begs the question, do they really know what they're letting themselves into! Not in all cases it seems! Again, there are many fascinating accounts in Dolores Cannons work of even angels finding themselves in trouble, when subject to the deep isolation and lonely separation, from the love they were accustomed to in the spirit worlds.

Most outstanding of all though, is Paul's dedication to his work. That and his deep humility, which you cannot help be affected by, in his presence. Humility has to be experienced to be understood in its true spiritual form. There is a saying that it is the mother of all virtues, and when in its presence you understand why, it is considered the most important of all virtues on the spiritual path. We're talking true humility here and not false modesty. The type of humility you would encounter when meeting Jesus or the ascended masters. In the higher realms, it is the quality that one would expect to be prevalent above all others. And even with these descriptions it is not that easy to understand from our ordinary perspective here on earth. It is in fact an energy of great complexity and it embodies love, peace and gentleness. This is exactly the energy one encounters in the presence of Paul. Humility is truly a quality worth reflecting on, for anyone wishing to further progress their spiritual evolution. It is the purest form of the physical embodiment of love, which recognises the divinity in all things.

So all in all, my encounter with Ray Brown\Paul of Tarus has been a game changer. My own evolution has I feel been propelled forward at an even faster rate of acceleration. My sense of being connected increases daily and I feel such a profound sense of gratitude to all who have gone before me and sharing their light and knowledge. Truly, we are fortunate to be embodied on Earth at such a time. Infinite love and blessings to you all. Namaste

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